Two weeks home...

It's hard to believe that we've been home for just over two weeks now.  I already can't remember or even imagine life without Maggie.  She brings so much joy not just to me but to all of our family and friends.  My girl is happy 99% of the time and she lets you know by grinning and waving to just about everyone we see.

The first few days home were a little tough.  Maggie woke at 3:30am happy as can be and ready to start her day.  Since I couldn't resist her sweet smile and her waving to me from her crib, I obliged.  By 10am we were both ready to go back to bed!  Thankfully that only lasted a few days and then we were on a pretty normal schedule.  Most nights she sleeps through the night but will occasionally wake up for a middle of the night bottle.

We had our first visit to the pediatrician the day after we arrived home.  Maggie is a tiny little thing weighing only 15 pounds.  It makes me sad to think that she didn't get enough formula or nutrients while living in the orphanage.  Our goal right now is to get some meat on her bones!!  We are still working on getting her to eat and seem to make a little more progress each and every day.  Puffs have become a favorite and she is starting to eat baby food like a champ!  Unfortunately, she only only gained 1.5 ounces in the two weeks we've been home so we are going to meet with a nutritionist and an occupational therapist to help with meal time.

First ride in the stroller - we took a walk to Grandpa's house

Madison and Karsen were the first to get Maggie to actually put food in her mouth!!

 3:30am play time :-)

She still LOVES the water and had a blast in the kiddie pool that Uncle Tim bought her!

 My beautiful girl on July 4, 2012

Maggie and Uncle Tim - she had so much fun with him and we were so sad to see him go :-(

 We celebrated her 1st birthday with family and friends - again!

Turns out she LOVES ice cream cake and it was one of the few things she would put in her mouth!

Getting ready for some pool time

 Our cousin Jill came for a visit and when I looked out the window I saw the two of them having a blast - giggling, talking, singing and just getting to know each other.  We LOVE Jill!!!

 Had a great visit with some great friends

 Lots of play time

My girl has some CRAZY hair!!  Every morning she wakes up with a Mohawk!!

Lately she has been so funny when I try to put her down for the night.  I give her a bottle, rock her and sing to her and she just about falls asleep.  Once she sleeping I put her in the crib that she's been sleeping in in my room.  Last night I put her in the crib and was sitting on my bed watching TV.  All of a sudden I saw some black spiked hair pop up, then one little hand, then another and all of a sudden her face with the biggest smile and giggles!!!  I called Katie to come up to see and we were crying we laughed so hard. It was hilarious!!!  I just love my happy, happy girl :-)

She is doing so well and I really feel like she is already so comfortable with me, my family and our new home.  She recognizes me as the one who takes care of all of her needs and has just recently started babbling "mamamamama".  My heart melts.

Home Sweet Home!!

We said goodbye to our amazing guide Martin and we were on our way for a 24+ hour journey from Guangzhou, China to JFK in New York.  I was really nervous about how Maggie would do.  My poor girl has gone through so many changes in the last few weeks and now she has no idea what is about to happen!  We had a short flight from Guangzhou to Hong Kong, a five hour layover in Hong Kong, a 15.5 hour flight to JFK and then an hour and a half drive to Connecticut!  That's a lot for anyone let alone my poor baby girl.

Dad and Martin - these two became the best of buddies :-)

Martin, me and Maggie

Flight #1

NOT happy...at all...for the whole flight!!!

Thankfully it was only a 35 minute flight

Still fairly happy during our five hour layover!!  YAY!!

We were lucky enough to get bulk head seats with a bassinett.  There was a 3rd person in our row but she was nice enough to move to another seat which gave us more room for Maggie to get comfy.

She was charming everyone within ear shot with her babble

Resting up for our big homecoming - just a short 13 hours away!!

My girl was a champ on this flight!!!  I couldn't believe how great she did.  Other than a few fussy moments when she couldn't get comfortable she was so great!!  When the plane landed several people, including the flight attendants and the pilot, told me that they were so impressed with her and how well she did. 

Once we got through customs and immigration, my girl was a US CITIZEN!!!!  We couldn't wait to get out to see our family and friends that were waiting for us.  We got such a great homecoming as we came through the doors!!!  The best surprise was that my brother Tim flew in from Utah to meet his new niece!!!  I was videoing as we came through the doors and Katie was videoing from the other end.  You can tell in both videos the exact moment that I saw Tim!!!

After almost six years of waiting and dreaming of her...Maggie is HOME at last!!!

China - Day 13 - LAST DAY IN CHINA!!!

Today was our final day in China.  As much as I want to go home, I can't believe that it is really coming to an end.  In less than 24 hours I will be boarding a plane for the USA with a beautiful baby girl that I am so honored to call my daughter.  I'm surprised to say that I have mixed feelings about it.  I am ecstatic that I will be coming home to family and friends that are already madly in love with this child that they have never met, but sad for all that Maggie will never know.  Although I know that her life with me will be much better than she ever could have had in the rural area of China where she is from, I am sad for all that she will never know.

I am sad that she will never know the circumstances that led her to become an orphan.

I am sad that she spent the first year of her life in a orphanage.

I am sad that she will never know who her birth family is.

I am sad because I am certain there is a mother out there that yearns for the child she carried for nine months and hopes that she is safe and warm and loved.

I am sad that her birth family will never know how much she is loved already.

I am sad.

But, yet...I am so happy.

I am happy that I have been blessed with such a beautiful and gentle child!

I am happy that she already recognizes me as the one who loves her and will meet her every need and that she cries when I walk out of sight!

I am happy that she is the first thing I see when I open my eyes in the morning!

I am happy that my sweet girl has come so far in such a short time!

I am happy that I have been chosen to be her mom.  Forever!

I am happy!

My happy, happy girl!!

I love her right down to her sweet little toes

 We went swimming again today and I'm pretty sure that just like me, my girl is going to love the summer time!!  She had a blast and was kicking and splashing all over the place.  We spent some quiet time together just enjoying our last day in China and I told her over and over again how much I love her and that I promise to take care of her forever.

Goodbye China Hotel!!!

Tomorrow morning we will be picked up at 7am to begin the final step in a long six year process.

Thank you to everyone who followed our adventures in China.  We loved your emails, comments, texts and phone calls and it made me realize how lucky I am.  How lucky we are.

I'm bringing my girl home...Maggie at last!!

Much love to you all!!!  Next stop - USA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

China - Day 12

Today was our US Consulate appointment - the final step in completing the adoption process here in China.  My girl looked so stinkin cute in her green dress from one of our favorite neighbors, The Gellerts!!  It's a size 9 months and is still quite big on my little peanut :-)

At the consulate appointment I had to take an oath that all the information that I provided was true and that I will love and protect my beautiful daughter from this day forward.  I got a little teary eyed as I held up my right hand and took the oath.  It is the final step on the Chinese side and tomorrow we will get her visa and passport, pack our bags and start the long journey home on Friday morning.

We went out to celebrate (aka as more shopping) with another trip to Shamian Island and then to Lucy's for lunch.  I had a grilled chicken wrap that my dad kept insisting was probably pigeon!!  Either way, it was good.

When I told Maggie we were heading to the USA on Friday, she got VERY excited!!!

I also had my first "squatty potty" experience!

We went to the pool to cool off after all the shopping and once again my girl LOVED it!!!

Tonight we had our farewell dinner as the other family in our group is leaving on Thursday night.  We ate at a Japanese restaurant and all had to take off our shoes and sit on the floor - not so easy for Dad but it seemed like the more rice wine he drank, the easier it was to get comfy :-)

It was actually a great set up because Maggie and her friend June could crawl all around us and play together as we ate!  We love June and are going to miss her and her family so much.  She and Maggie are from the same orphanage so they will always have a special bond.

We also celebrated my birthday with a delicious cake that tasted like it had seaweed frosting on it!!

It was actually disgusting with blobs of jello like things inside!

Tomorrow we will get Maggie's passport and visa and then say goodbye to the Tenney family.  Dad and I are so anxious to get home to our family and friends!!

China - Day 11

Today was my birthday and I got to share it with the most amazing and precious gift I've ever received!  Waking up to her beautiful face makes everything right in my world.  I cannot believe how lucky I am to have been chosen to be her mother.

I had to complete a lot of paperwork today in order for Maggie to get her passport, visa and for her to travel with me back to the United States.  Once we step off the plane at JFK on Friday night she will officially be a US Citizen!!!  Since we had some time to kill I thought I'd take her to the pool to see if she liked it.  She loves the bath so I had a hunch that she would love the pool.  I'm happy to say that my girl did not let me down!!  Not only did she look adorable in her little pineapple swimsuit but she LOVED the pool.  She was squealing so loud that people came out of the building to see what was going on :-)

Tonight we went on a dinner cruise down the Pearl River in Guangzhou.  The Pearl River is the 3rd largest river in China, over 1200 miles long, with 10 bridges in the city of Guangzhou.  All of the bridges come alive at night decorated in different colored bright neon lights.  We were seated at a table with this cute family who didn't speak a word of English.  They were from north eastern China and are Muslims.  Their little girl was adorable and they were in Guangzhou celebrating her just finishing kindergarten.  Dad and I had a great conversation with them thanks to our guide/interpreter Martin.  They loved Maggie and were so happy for her to be with a loving family.

The whole city is lit up at night

It seems as if almost every building is colored in bright neon lights

Entertainment on board :-)

Guess who finally ate something other than a bottle??

Turns out that my girl really likes Hagen Dazs cookies and cream ice cream!

  I can't wait to take her to The Creamery this summer!!

And finally...just because she looks so cute after a bath...

I must be the luckiest the girl in the world!!